Pain changes you. It may be sudden, blindingly. All at once. Or it may happen slowly, piece by chipped piece. Until the totality hits. You are forced to face the reality that the person you have always known, is now not the person that you are. You realize that all you ever knew that was right and good in the world no longer is. You begin to question everything you have ever known. You don’t even know yourself anymore. Having bent and molded to this unrealistic ideal of what you should be. Not for you, but for someone else. You took everything you had and you put it into someone else in the faith that they would acknowledge the heart in
Am I considered fat because my thighs are touching each other?
Is it because of the way certain parts wiggle as I walk?
Maybe it's due to my curves or ''rolls''.
Should I change my eating habits - starve just to physically appease to you?
Go on an extreme diet binge and force myself to lose the weight?
Must be hard for a woman of my size to intimidate you..
You look at me and you see a woman who is thick and say I have too much weight.
You get no further than the cover of the book before you judge what is inside.
And while you look at me and suggest I ''lose a few''.
I can't help but think how hard it must be- being you.
Not because of the si
Between her legs, lies something that
every man seems to want.
A place where she should be able
to call her own, between her legs.
She feels that men only want her,
a true want, to have sex with her, and
walk away.
The breasts she has, they gain
stares from men passing by, tripping
over themselves to find a chance to touch.
When will she stop being looked at,
as an object of sex? when will a man
see her as someone he may spend his
life with?
Her hips curve, and she doesnt
want your hands on them, if your
just going to touch her skin.
She wants a man to touch her soul,
not just touch her skin, and run his
My name is Breathless
I can't breathe when you are near
My name is Memoryless
I have no memories, only fear
My name is Bondless
There can't be a bond between you and me
My name is Friendless
I don't have any friends as you can see
My name is Sleepless
I just stay awake and think of you
My name is Painless
There's only emptiness and nothing you can do
My name is Tearless
There are no tears left to cry
My name is Trustless
Can't trust anyone just want to die
My name is Skinless
There's no outside to show me
My name is Nameless
There's just nothing I can be
My name is Warless
I don't want to fight
My n